All..

I feel is pain..at this very moment...

the pain was so excruciating.. that I was biting my own arm/hand..

as I rest it in a bucket of ice cold water...i start to bite into a towel...

the pain is so extreme...why did this have to happen?

is it because of the little wooden door at work that I accidently

hit against S.A.'s head? i still feel so sorry about that..

it was really an accident..=(

the water inside the bucket.. is sooo cold..

it feels like i might get frostbite..