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Read the following post on own risk..
It might change the way you look at me..



oh well whatever..



Everyone knows the saying that goes like this :

''If eyes could kill... ''

right? rriiigghhhttt?

Just friggin' imagine that it was possible..
Are you now thinking like ..
oohh how sweet would be =D ?
or...
i rather be blind then...

Well.. i am gonna have it be honest to my readers..
not that I have many readers but~! honesty last long..
at least I hope..

If I could kill with my eyes..I'd be quite a murderer..
I'd have killed at least over a hundred people..yes yes yes
that's right.. I said it.. over a hundred people..
because I get very quick irritated about things..
my blood boils on a low temperature..
there is not much needed to fire me up..
even though I never show this anger/hate within me..
I do sense it's there..and it's growing..

Now you might think that I am complete loco, esé
because of what I'm saying..
or you might think that I am fantasizing or something..
well don't worry..I am doing neither of it..
I know what it's going on in my mind
so I don't need people to tell me what to do...

When I need advice or help..I will ask for it..
If I want to tell you something..I will tell it..
So stop telling me what I need to do or what I shouldn't do..
If you know it better than me.. why don't step you into my shoes..
see how long you can walk in them..see the world through my eyes..
feel my emotions for a while..endure my pain for a while..

what? not so interested anymore.. fine..
I already knew that would happen..
You people just don't understand me..
Who will be the first to truly understand me..?


ps:
I have hate.. I have anger..
I have thoughts..I have emotions..