For those..

who read my blog..sometimes..everytime..double readers..maybe triple readers.. i dont know.. but lately i have been thinking..this time no more bullshit like before.. i really did search deep inside myself..what do I want to do with my life?

after a long time..i have made up my mind..so for those who wants to know..just feel free to ask me when u talk to me at msn..and if i am not one of your contacts in your list..leave your email as a comment and i will email it to you..

everyone may laugh at me..they may try to get me to do something else..but i have made my decision.. and i won't change it..my decision might sound stupid.. dumb.. or whatever you want to call it..but this is something i just have to do..i have to try..even if i fail the first time..i will keep on trying..

sorry for the untidy post...
oh well...*sigh*