lucky or not lucky?

*sigh*

i won but it felt like i lost..

=)

It was nice seeing you again =)
it's been quite some time since i saw you the last time..
But it's great to hear that everything is okay with you =)

Time

to sleep..
tomorrow another morning-shift..

Don't

you just hate BLISTERS?!!

ps: i love to have lunch with my classmates XD
remember the pinky when you drink your tea..
*wiggle wiggle*

ps#2 : Sprint Shower = Uber Epic~!

It's..

been a little more than a year now..
but now you're back in my life..
we had our ups and downs..
i thought i lost my love for you...
but somehow i am starting to love you once more..

watch this entirely for laughter

Some..

People live in their little fantasy world..
All I have to say to them is.. just wait till the stone cold reality starts knocking at your door..

*knock knock*
who is there?!
reality biatch!

ps : real eyes realize real lies..

We Are Men

knock knock

C'est fini...

going to float away..from that person..

Strength..

does not come from physical capacity...
It comes from indominable will...

Our greatest glory doesnt lie in never falling...
but in rising every time we fall..

Started..

to see the way how people treat me..
i see some of them treat me ..

as a pillow
as a friend
as a brother
as an encyclopedy
as a fool
as a slave
as an idiot
as a family-member
as a teammate
as a soulmate
as a twin
as an enemy
as an ally
as a boxingbag
and many more...

What..

do we do.. when we realize that everything in front of us.. is all fake or
isn't the thing that we are looking for?

What can we do about it?

Weed-smoking-student-philosofy

WSS : i thought if i study ''high''
and take test ''high''.. get high scores =D

ps: no i don't smoke

Unleashing The Hate Inside...

Deep down inside of me..there lies a dark cave..
a cave so dark... that even I don't want to go in it..
Some of you readers might start to think..
''this fella right here has some serious mental issues''
well f*ck you if u think that.. never heard of metaphorically speaking?
oh, u didn't? well jump in front of a train or off a bridge =)
and have a nice day..

Well let's continue with the matter at hand..
Quite a while ago.. i noticed something..
I get angry and sad very easily..
but I dont show it.. and when there is no one around..
All the piled up emotions take over my mind..
Somehow I can't manage to control them from time to time..
Since I was a little child, I had these explosion of anger..
a lot of people called me Demon Child..
my parents didnt like that at all..
''Not one bit'' My mother would also scold those people.. haha
As i think back how my parents took care of me all these years..
made my eyes go teary while i typ all these words..
21 years..they kept me under their roof..
fed me, taught me, raised me, scolded me, etc. etc.
and it's all because my parents love me deeply..
eventhough they don't show it.. i know it.. =)

But i dont want to change the subject...
So as i was saying..
my emotions can swing from the left to the right anytime..
Explosions and implosions of emotions...
My mood can be influenced by the smallest things..
like a simple question..a question like
'' how are you/lee diem ar/alles goed? ''
can make me go crazy..why?
because i just hate that f*ck!ng question...i mean..
its okay if u ask me how
i am doing if u haven't spoken to me for like 2 weeks or longer...
but if u just had a phone call with me 5 minutes ago..
dont come to me on msn and ask me how i am doing...cause i will give u the most weird
and conversation-ending answers..

That was just a little example of the things i hate..
there will be more coming now.. if u feel like i am talking about you..
than maybe i am.. but then.. maybe i am not...

If you are afraid to hear about what i hate you..
than i suggest you stop reading now..from now it's on your own risk..
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So your curious mind brought you here..well lets start with that..i cant stand it if people are over-curious...when people ask me too many things..my mind will start to act like a balloon, the more u put in it.. the sooner it explodes..and we don't want that to happen.. because it will shock myself.. you and the people around you..I mean if I think you should know certain things than i will tell it..Dont force me to tell you things..or ask again & again.. It's really troublesome..If people are going to start asking things about this.. I will not answer them..If you feel insulted or offended by this...then i am sorry, just telling whats on my mind..and i warned you all before reading.. its ur own choice that you've read it..you chose it yourself.. dont blame me or anyone else..

Next thing i want to complain about it.. People that like to play ''Betweters''..They can always find a way to irritate me..''irritated much?'' u ask? YES YES YES very much~! Ooh i found the translation or description for ''Betweters'' it's ''Know-It-Alls'' or ''Smarty-Pants''.. u know.. people that want to act like they know it all better than other people.. always giving their opinion or their advice..while it's clearly bad advice or the opinion is totally worthless..There was this once.. i really had to hold myself back..otherwise things would've been escalated..and who knows..what might've happend that day.. kekeke some people will know what i am talking about..and if you don't know the details.. ''GOOD FOR YOU.. HAHA'' unlucky you hohoho

LALALALA NEXT in line.. is... ooooooh... this one is quite a subject nowadays..People that only see you when they need you or goodlooking or because of your acquaintances.. oh yes yes they exist..you know what I call them? MOSQUITOS..when they don't need you..they are nowhere to be found.. and when they need you.. they are everywhere...and when they come to you.. you always feel irritated..even before they open their mouths.. hahaha but it's always funny to act nice to them while u dont mean it..we all know the smile-and-look-away-and-roll-your-eyes thing.. hahaha and if you don't know what i mean.. than.. you're quite lost if you ask me hahaha..Shallow people.. u gotta smack them with one of those electric bug-killers.. and fry them please.. extra crispy.. no sauce needed =)

*yaaaaaawn* It's that time already.. i really really really hate people that overestimate themselves and don't know their place..respect the superiors and if you want to become the superior one.. i suggest you start doing the right thing.. if you keep on acting like that..i will just hate it more.. the more i hate that.. the more i want to stomp you in to the ground..like i always did when i felt like it..
and you might say : why dont you just respect me?
well here is my answer : i don't bow to those who can't play the game..and I think we all now know what kind of game we are talking about.. Yes bingo~! Yahtzee~! etcetera...B.A.S.K.E.T.B.A.L.L. I am not saying that I am a pro or anything but I just can't stand people who know less than me and act like they can take on everyone.. Sooner or later they will bite the dust..and when that happens.. I will rise above them.. who is bowing to who now?

Oh my oh my... look at the person over there.. looking so smooth..well you know what..f*ck that person.. yes indeed.. u heard me..yeah i said it..i said f*ck~! so what? anyways.. the next one is about people who think they are so hot and goodlooking..walking down the street thinking they can get any man/woman they want..well good luck with that..keep on walking with that thought in your head..and when you see a wall.. Sprint to it.. and smash your head against the wall..I hope you die instantly..otherwise you will become a retard.. oh..wait you already are.. f*ck!ng shallow people..*sigh* You are just the same as people who are just sitting on their asses and waiting for something good to happen to them... well thats not going to happen..When you want something.. you gotta go and work for it.. like someone told me : standing still is the same as going backwards..

well i am tired of typing now.. when i feel like it.. i will continue to complain more about people..
Feel free to complain about me.. i know i am not perfect so bring it on...and i also know that i am classified like one or more that i described before..

But before you complain about me.. answer these questions...
1.Why were you so curious and read all of it?
2.Are you going to complain about me?
-If so, you want to become like me?
-If not, why are you holding back?
3.Did you feel spoken to by one of the complaints above?
-if so, which one and how do you feel now?
if not, do you think there will one soon about you in the future?

OKAY that's right.. i stop for today.. maybe soon more..
maybe gonna be silent for awhile..
I will see when i feel like to complain again..

the 11th month...

The Eleventh Month of 2009 has arrived..
without even knocking..It just came rushing through my door..
making me realize that time is really flying by..
I got to stop being the way I was..
always holding back..
always taking sh!t..
always walking away from problems..
always accepting the wrongs of someone else..
always accepting getting blamed for something I didnt do..
always keeping my opinion for myself
and a lot more...

It's about time to break free and work for everything I want..
There is finally some movement in it =)

Preview?!

There will be a new post soon.. about something or maybe a lot of things..
Want to let the world know how I think about things..
What I like.. and what I hate..
There will be bad language..or maybe not.. depends on my mood
when i am typing the post..

Key Of The Safe..

* The content of this article has been returned to the safe. The content will be examined first. Afterwards we, the examiners and owner , will make an official announcement about it.
Until then any questions about this article will be put on hold. *

Chinese Sport Manifestation 25th Edition

It's been a year already since i started playing basketball again..
and it feels great to play this game..
some people don't understand why I can love this game so much..
but hey that's me..I just love this game and I will keep on loving it..
But this year we became 3rd place! there were 18 teams who subscribed.

1st place was : Revolution
2nd place was : Brick City
3rd place was : Zansektu!!!

Last year we became 3rd place aswell but previous year was different.
There were 2 divisions. An advanced division and a recreational division.
We were in the recreational division, but this year they put everything together.
And still we became 3rd again. Which means something.. We ended just below the Advanced ones.
So that's better than last year if you ask me..=)
But now I gotta become better..

Meditation+Training time =P

2AM - 친구의 고백

꽤 오래됐어 내 맘이 조금씩 변하기 시작한지
혼자서 괴로워한지
언제부턴가 니가 볼때마다
너를 울리는 남자가 너무나 미웠어
차라리 내가 널 지키는 게
나을지도 모른다는 생각이
이제는 내가 널 안아주고
사랑해주고 싶단 생각이 들었어

Baby 이제는 내게 와
And Be my lady 너무나 오랫동안
지켜봤어 말없이 서서
안타까운 가슴을 숨기며
친구로 친구로 지내야 한단 이유로
목까지 차올랐던
그 고백을 참아야 했어
하지만 이제는 고백할께
너를 사랑해

내 손을 잡고 나밖에 없다며
나같은 친구를 둔게 정말 큰 축복이라며
변치 말라고 말을 할 때마다
조금씩 자라나는 내 사랑을 눌렀어
차라리 내가 널 지키는 게
나을지도 모른다는 생각이
자꾸만 들어 하지만 참았어
너를 잃어버릴까 두려워 하지만
Baby 이제는 내게 와
And Be my lady 너무나 오랫동안
지켜봤어 말없이 서서
안타까운 가슴을 숨기며
친구로 친구로 지내야 한단 이유로
목까지 차올랐던
그 고백을 참아야 했어
하지만 이제는 고백할께
너를 사랑해

totally whats in my mind...

*sigh*

Everything is turning upside-down..

i got lost on the path that i've chosen to walk, i think..

你們不知道..

沒有回頭

一定要成功

一天一天, 一步一步

為我自己的希望與夢想

現在是 Dae-Hyun時代

ps: 加油!

For those..

who read my blog..sometimes..everytime..double readers..maybe triple readers.. i dont know.. but lately i have been thinking..this time no more bullshit like before.. i really did search deep inside myself..what do I want to do with my life?

after a long time..i have made up my mind..so for those who wants to know..just feel free to ask me when u talk to me at msn..and if i am not one of your contacts in your list..leave your email as a comment and i will email it to you..

everyone may laugh at me..they may try to get me to do something else..but i have made my decision.. and i won't change it..my decision might sound stupid.. dumb.. or whatever you want to call it..but this is something i just have to do..i have to try..even if i fail the first time..i will keep on trying..

sorry for the untidy post...
oh well...*sigh*

A Friend Once Told Me This Story..

The story begins:

My friend told me this story not so long ago..
Young and not-knowing as he is....

For knowing him so long..I never really understood him..
Rarely do I talk to him like a good friend..but now I know him better..
It all started when he was little..he went to a protestant primary school..
Everyday he read a little bit of the Bible @ school..he didn't understand one bit..
Now he is older..he has grown more wise..he starts to see things differently..
Duhh wisdom comes with age, right? But he was always different from the rest..
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So as he grew older, he starts to look for other religions..exploring them..

Therefore he read books, surfed on internet, asked around..
Researching all the different stories, tales, cultures..
Under the radar as he was..because he didn't want people to know..
Everytime his friends ask him what he is reading..he just says : nothing actually..

Name, u ask? No no no.. no name revealing until the end..so be patient..
And so he went to look for other religions..reading books, internet..u know..
More and more did he got fascinated about other religions..reading more
Everyday he learned a little from the religions but..which one should he follow?

Indeed, a difficult question for him..because he was interested in all of it..
So that had a big influence on him aswell..he kept on thinking about it..

And we all know some people are born with a certain religion..
Like muslims..we all know how that goes..muslim mom + muslim dad = muslim kid
Every religion has it's ways and guidelines..so my friend was confused by it all..
Xtremely confused and interested at the same time, was I...

He had to find an answer for his search..
Looking everywhere..he had read about Christianity, Buddhism, Islam and so on..

Till today he still has no final answer..but he did see something..
A Cycle in his life..he is seeing something coming back from the past..
Not just something..it was his Christian side coming back..he dreamed about it..
Going like what the *bleep* when he woke up..what was that light in the dream?

To be honest..at that moment.. I didn't know what to say..when he asked me..
Hope that when he knows it..he tells me..because the dream was freaky..
And so the story is more like this..His religious life started with Christianity..
Now it's returning to him? he told me it was The Lord that was in his dreams..
Kinda funny..how his life started with Christianity and it left..it came back..
So it's going like a cycle and this time he isn't going to let go, it has meaning now

For some reason I believe in his story..because he was very convincing..
Or was it just my imagination..i don't know..but it does makes sense somehow..
Round and round as a circle goes..Christianity made it's way back to him..

Right? or am I seeing things wrong?
Ever heard of Sy Rogers' talk about the 80 year-cycle..it's just like a circle..
And some of you might think..''what a weird comparison..''
Do you have proof of it, u ask? No, I don't have proof of his story..
In Him u need to believe, than u will know that the story can be true..
Never did he create such story for fun..i know it is real..
Good thing he told me, because i am always worried about him..and no i ain't gay

My friend's name is Marcus Seeker..
Young and not-knowing as he was..has become more clear..and more wise..

But still, he needs to learn a lot from everything..
Like a black hole, he absorbs everything he can learn from anyone..
On my mind..''this story of his religous cycle will remain..
Going like the cycle of a single drop of rain..''

Guess you have held on till the end..

Only those who believe will see it..

Don't ask for the story..be it..

In the end everything will become clear..

So let the time show you the answers of life..

Let no one tell you what you should do or believe..

Only the voice inside your heart can explain it all..

Visions and dreams can be messages sent from above..

Embrace the Lord and he will show you ''your story''..

THE END!

there was a hidden message in this story..

if you think that you have found it..

please sms or email it to me..

comments are allowed but DONT post the hidden message there..
personal reactions by MSN is fine aswell
cause i believe some people don't like other people reading their comments =)

Alright that's it for now..

Until next time my readers..

So many unanswered questions in our lives..

Within..

Read the following post on own risk..
It might change the way you look at me..



oh well whatever..



Everyone knows the saying that goes like this :

''If eyes could kill... ''

right? rriiigghhhttt?

Just friggin' imagine that it was possible..
Are you now thinking like ..
oohh how sweet would be =D ?
or...
i rather be blind then...

Well.. i am gonna have it be honest to my readers..
not that I have many readers but~! honesty last long..
at least I hope..

If I could kill with my eyes..I'd be quite a murderer..
I'd have killed at least over a hundred people..yes yes yes
that's right.. I said it.. over a hundred people..
because I get very quick irritated about things..
my blood boils on a low temperature..
there is not much needed to fire me up..
even though I never show this anger/hate within me..
I do sense it's there..and it's growing..

Now you might think that I am complete loco, esé
because of what I'm saying..
or you might think that I am fantasizing or something..
well don't worry..I am doing neither of it..
I know what it's going on in my mind
so I don't need people to tell me what to do...

When I need advice or help..I will ask for it..
If I want to tell you something..I will tell it..
So stop telling me what I need to do or what I shouldn't do..
If you know it better than me.. why don't step you into my shoes..
see how long you can walk in them..see the world through my eyes..
feel my emotions for a while..endure my pain for a while..

what? not so interested anymore.. fine..
I already knew that would happen..
You people just don't understand me..
Who will be the first to truly understand me..?


ps:
I have hate.. I have anger..
I have thoughts..I have emotions..

Weird huh...

It's weird, that 100 euro's sounds so much when you go to the Church..
but so little when you go shopping...

It's weird, how slow it feels to serve God for a hour..
but how fast 90 minutes go by when you watch a soccer match on TV..

It's weird, how long it feels be in the Church for 2 hours..
but so short when you watch a movie..

It's weird, that we don't know what to say in our prayers..
while we have so much to say to a friend..

It's weird, how excited we get when a soccer-match goes to Extra Time..
while we look on our watches if a Church-service takes longer than normal..

It's weird, how hard it is to read a whole chapter of the Holy Bible..
and reading a bestseller goes lightning fast..

It's weird, that we need weeks to plan something in our agenda for the Church
while other things can be planned last minute..

Shouldn't we all show more love towards our Lord?

God is Love..

Update..

There will be an update coming soon,
this time no kidding..
It will be a long long post.. so..
be ready to read a lot..
if you want to , of course..
well until then..

live long..and prosper..

Lie to me..

What am I supposed to do when it's all a lie?
Where am I supposed to go when it's dark outside?
What am I supposed to do when it's all a lie?

Lie to me, lie to me..
Lie to me, lie to me..
Lie to me, lie to me..
One last time...

"You

Raise Me Up"

When I am down and oh my soul, so weary,
When troubles come and my heart burdened be,
Then I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit a while with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains,
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas,
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders,
You raise me up. To more than I can be.

I had this..

weird dream last night..
and I really need a sequel of it...
Cause i wanna know what happens in the end..
Plus my mind has been acting weird lately..
I think too much..about..some stuff..

I need answers..

post scriptum :
I knew that something like ''that'' would happen..
it kinda hurts though..because i really hate waiting longer
than expected..*sigh* but you really made it up =)
*hihi*

post scriptum #2 :
Hideo Kojima of Konami did something stupid...
bringing MGS to xBox360...

post scriptum #3 :
I like midnight talks XD

The Value of..

Your thumb..

One of the smallest fingers of your hand..
and yet it's so important to have one..
Many people will wonder..Why in the world is starting
to talk ''thumbs''? Well..the reason is very simple..
Today during basketball I fractured mine...
It's quite serious, if you ask me..
Can't even catch a ball with my right hand..
Or..use chopsticks, use silverware.. etc. etc..

Imagine how it would be.. If we didn't have our thumbs..
We will be struggling like hell to grab things XD
or using your keys at your door etc. etc.
Now i can't play basketball or train @ breakdancing..
It really lowers my capabilities.. *sigh*

You all understand me , i guess...

well i'd like to see some comments of YOUR thoughts about it..

peace and smile now~!

adios

W.A. Enriquez..

Today was the day that you left The Netherlands...

Right now, I'm sitting @ OBA with 8 friends..

Somehow it's just hard to believe that we had to say goodbye

just for a while until you come back and see our faces again..

=)

First I thought..it's gonna be a long time before you go

to The Pinas..but suddenly that day was today..

I told myself that I wouldn't let my tears fall..

but in the end..it was too much, man..

I couldn't hold back anymore..That's when I said..

Just let it flow...I saw also other people shedding tears..

how embarassing would it be if I was the only one?

no no no It wouldn't be embarassing...

because that's what friendship is.. =)

I miss you already =/...

till next blog post...

Ciaoz..

Ahum~!

Ok ok so it's been awhile since my last post..
this post should've been posted couple of days ago..
but I was just tooooo lazy to typ it and stuff like that..
Everyone has that once in a while, right?
So it's not just me..

Let's start with my list of subjects that I want to talk about..
Yes idd..I have made a little list of things.. not much but
Ghanyways...last saturday I went to basketball
and I was in a hurry so i forgot my iPod..
I got on the bus..starting to look around..
=_=''~!~!~!~! bleeping bored~~!! the longest 20 mins ever..
after that.. 25 mins with the subway system..
longest 25 mins ever..~! all I could think about was..
WHY DID I FORGET MY IPOD?!! then i realized what
a lot of people have said in the past..
''I can't live without Music!'' so true.. *sigh*

And now we go even more back in time...
back to 27th of April..I had a Basketball Tournament that day..
and after that day I noticed I've changed my way of thinking
during playing basketball..it's hard to explain how or why..
It just happened, ok? Last saturday @ Basketball..
I tried something for the first time..I tried to carry a team..
well it didn't go well.. it was a close game but no win..*sigh*

Also i tried to understand the word Leadership during the games..
What makes a ''leader'' a good leader? Do I have the qualities to
become a Leader? Someone who can guide a weaker team to defeat a
stronger team? Calm the frustration in a team? Who knows...*sigh*

Oh for those who watch the NBA PlayOffs.. Celtics Sucks~!
They may have defeated the Bulls but the Magic will kill them~!

Well i think this is it for now..
can't think of anything to tell you guys at the moment..
sorry~! it's a boring post (again)

Adios~! till next time~!

I Need To..

see a psychologist, I think..
The reason why is..I think I am mentally ill..
don't ask me why or how..
Need some anger management sometimes..

The Taste of..

everything seems to fade away..somehow i lost my motivation..
in a lot of things.. such as Basketball, Playing cards, Eating,
Practice dancing, Drawing, etc. etc.

And I really don't know why..I wish I knew..
normally I post long messages.. but this time..
I will keep it short.. reason : read this message again XD..

well till next time,

Mi Amigos/Amigas

Annyong~!

Congratulations 2 ShowDown~!

You guys rocked the stage hard~!~!
Hussle Hussle~!~! lalala dunno the song further XD hahaha
but~~! I love it~!

Ok, that was for my friends of ShowDown..
they had a dance competition on April 4th.. Yesterday..
I was a couple of times at their practice but the real thing
was nothing compared to the performance if you ask me..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ruiEpcvELcA
check it out~!

Congratulations again~!

To:
Belvia
Chanella
Daphne
Gary
Gino
Kimberly
Sammy
Wesley
Xenia
(named alphabetically)

''It's a ShowDown''~!

April fool~!

The first day of April..

a day full of jokes and pranks
well to be honest..no one has pulled a prank on me XD
and I'm pretty happy about that..
Because I don't like being pranked.. XD
I can laugh about it but somehow i will feel like ''i want revenge~!''
But i can handle it as long if it's not too far, haha

There was this once..people tried to surprise me with something..
and in the end.. i felt more unhappy and disappointed than
happy and smiling..that day was a bad day..I will not post the story
on my blog.. but if you want to know it.. just contact me by MSN..

well i'm getting tired now.. it's 02:11 AM now..2nd of April..
Time to sleep..and if you don't like it.. BLOG YOU~!
ok bad joke..

peace..

It's been awhile..

Since i posted something on my blogz0r..
but here it is..for those who asked about it =)
Actually i have no mood to do this..
but i do it for those who read this XD..

It's been like 2 and a half weeks since the last post..
Well there hasn't been a lot of events or stuff to talk about actually..

All I can tell about is about last week
-went to the movies..
-went to training
-went to bball

Last sunday 29-03-09

The day started with a bday in the night XD till morning..
around 8AM i took a shower, brushed my teeth and went to Church
There was this event or special occasion
( sorry I don't know how to call it..)
and you could stand up and tell people if you wanted to say
a prayer for a certain person..
A couple of people stood up..and we all listened to those
who were telling..
I wanted to stand up aswell but somehow didn't have
the courage to do it.. =/

well after Church we went to Crea to train..
we trained for about 2 hours I think..
and after this time i felt some positive energy,
don't know why but it feels like..
''motivation'' i guess..

So after training..we went to the movie..
we went to ''The Unborn''..unfortunately i fell asleep..
The reason : didn't sleep for two days..well had 2 bdays in a row..
So that's why during the movie i woke up a couple of times
because people around me were making sounds
when they were shocked XD tried to follow the movie..
But fell asleep again XD..
Not long after the movie I went home..

Finally..I can sleep~! It felt so good XD
i slept till monday 16:45 I think..

Monday 30-03-09

waking up that late screwed my day XD stayed @ home
whole day long =P just relaxing, cleaning my room
and stuff like that..well that was monday..

Tuesday 31-03-09

Didn't do much though..
in the evening went to the movie with friends..
We went to Sneak Preview..an unreleased random movie..
so we didn't know which one..
So when the movie started.. i was like..hmm which movie is this...
DragonBall Evolution?
there was no trailer of DragonBall so.. it might be..
cause first i thought it was Monsters vs Aliens..
but there was a trailer of it.. so it didn't seem logical to me..
well it's wasn't Monsters vs Aliens nor DragonBall Evolution...

It was ''Kn0w1ng'', when the movie started i needed to go to
the bathroom so badly.. while watching it..i managed to hold it..
so now you know how I think about the movie..
There is quite some suspense in it and I can recommend it to anyone
who wants to see it =) so go and watch the movie...


if you want to ''kn0w''..

Just Spacing...

Today i woke up too late again..
I never should've taken that little nap that ruined my whole day..
but it's my own fault so..blame it on myself..
Another disappointment..when i woke up..
I went to the computer to check my e-mails and stuff..

Suddenly.. i noticed something wasn't right on my desk..
but I couldn't figure out what was wrong with it..
So I ignored it first..but then i noticed..
There are plants on my desk~!

Yes yes call me blinds or whatever..
First I was like : oh ok..plants..hmm..
but then I looked again..

It's a DAMN CARNIVOROUS PLANT~!

I always get freaked out by them..since i was a little boy..
because they eat.. living beings..

oh well I can live with it..
just another boring post XD

ps: i'm gonna call the plant : Victreebell... how original XD

Friday the 13th..

Started the day with going to the movies with a friend..
Around 2pm..after that we went to check on my friend's ankle..
It was quite interesting/funny.. XD
Never been to a 鐵打maybe i type it wrong,
but if you can read chinese.. you will understand me..
I was more nervous than the patient(my friend) there..
After that we chilled, had some laughs about the movie
and about the afternoon..
and then we took the train from ''A'dam Bijlmer Arena''
to Central Station..That's where i stepped out of the train
and my friend stayed..both going home..

Later that day..we went with a whole group of friends to Rotterdam...
To do what? to I Love Asian @ Hollywood Music Hall..
First i was quite cranky..because of the long waiting line..
the VIP line was like 10 times the regular line.. i was like WTF..
but after waiting for like 45 minutes.. or maybe longer..
We finally got in..and now the next problem appears..Wardrobe~!
That line was even worse.. but we were smart..instead of going upstairs..
we went to downstairs for that.. after that..we were walking around..
chilling around... and suddenly..

We bought some of those HMH coins..
Sammeuh & Wesleuh started with some shots..
just checking the flavours, I think..
And someone decided to take a shot called ''Embryo''
I forgot whose idea it was..So we bought 5 of those i think..
it looked kinda creepy..
It was red with something lightbrown(baileys) in it..
well it looked like brains but..despite of that..
we still decided to go and slam it down
after i took the shot.. i was for like 5 minutes..
staring at the floor..hoping that i wouldn't throw up..
because it was soooo friggin' nasty~~!! no friggin' joke~!

here.. take a look =S

thnx Michelle~! for the picture =P

But the best part was when we all got this big thing..
filled with a mixed drink...and a lot of long straws..
3~! 2~! 1~! GOOOO~!~! everyone started to drink it...
within 10 seconds.. the whole thing was empty..=
we took like..4 or 5 of those things..
and that's when I started to feela little lightheaded..
but I was fine, i guess..
Some of us were really ''panjaaaaaa'' =P
they know it themselves =D no names haha
After all, it was a good night, right pplz?~!
next month?


aleuxx signing out~! got love for my pplz~!


ps:
forget about the singing in the train please.. that wasn't me..

The Competitive Mind..

Lately i have this weird feeling..
A feeling that I never had before..
It gives me a certain energy boost from somewhere..

No I'm not in love.. or maybe I am?

anyyyways...
I think it's because of the Basketball Tournament of ASN that's coming up..
it's on the 27th of April..( Yayy~! on Sammeuuhh's b-day XD )
But maybe the tournament is on my mind lately..
I noticed that I play a lot harder and more concentrated these days..
and also my FG% went up..which is a very good thing..
now I just need to keep it up and it will become better..

My mind will boost me even more if I watch Coach Carter again..
yes again..inspiring movie~!

But my mind is currently set...My level will rise and it's rising already~!

Irritations~!

Most of the people start their blog with an original post..
but not me.. I was too irritated by different things..
and believe me.. its a lot..but I won't tell all of them..
just one.. for now..

this one is about people who look at me like..
''whatever you do.. i can do it better'' or ''your ideas are full of sh*t''..
that's something that really ticks me off sometimes..
Does anyone who reads this have that problem from time to time?

If you do..Man/Girl, i know how you feel *box*
What a stupid first post..*sigh*