With

who can I talk about a certain subject? Who is able to make me feel better? Who? Who? Who?

Quote:

"Listen, kid. Love is the only chance for happiness you'll ever get in this life. And if you're gonna let a little thing like rejection stand in your way, maybe you might as well just stay right there on the ground, 'cause people are gonna be walking all over you for the rest of your life." - Two Stupid Dogs

Brothers

Let us unite again.. and fight along side each other again~!

BTT

It was so nice seeing you again. You're like the sunshine that everyone needs. Seeing you brightens my day everytime. I hope I can see you again soon. =)

Miserable

is the word that describes my current state..Today I didn't have mood to do anything..Seriously nothing..Zero-mood..Last night I couldn't sleep..From the moment I went to bed.. Till like 5 AM.. I was still awake and active.. Then i heard the builders working outside.. Pounding a pillar in to the ground.. Now I am definitely not going to sleep anymore..Sigh.. So I stood up and went to my desk and starting to watch a movie. After the movie.. I was still awake..And the sun was rising..Around 10.00 AM I finally was tired/sleepy enough to go sleep..Two hours later.. I woke up..Suprisingly.. I wasn't cranky or anything.. I felt really energetic. It was more like a power-nap. A very powerful nap, cause I am still awake.. And it's 11PM now already..

But as you can see, my post went from telling that I'm feeling MISERABLE to how I slept last night..Back to the Miserable part..As the day went by.. I started to feel more and more miserable..And I know why I felt that way..It's something that I just have to work with..Fight against this behavior of mine.. Really need to let go and stop holding myself back to certain things..