Sitting..

here..at my desk.. thinking about what i've done the last couple of months..and all I can say is.. work..work..work.. and this last week..

I realized something.. that is..how much i actually miss my friends..

last sunday after work..I went into the centre of Amsterdam..

and hung out with a group of friends.. and we were laughing, joking,

catching up and all those things..haha..it made me feel alive again...

it felt so good..

a day later i went into to the city again after my morningshift..

went to a bar to watch Holland vs Slovakia, had a corona during the first half..a friend and I were walking a little dizzy hahaha, result of alcohol plus an empty stomach..

but it was all good.. a little walk in the heat, with some icecream..

and in the end Holland won the match, everyone was cheering..

except my little brother and I..we were sitting there like statues.. XD

we just don't cheer that much.. we are boring...i guess..

one day later.. better said.. today.. my best friend came to hang out..we were watching Japan vs Paraguay.. we were supporting Japan..Why? we were trying to find a reason to support Paraguay..

and we couldnt find any reason..we couldnt anything that Paraguay

contributed to the world.. and Japan.. has.. sushi, anime,manga and such things so that's why~! lame reason but a reason none the less..

the last couple of days were hot~!

very nice weather, lots of sun..a little too much for me if u ask me..

finally i took the step to walk that little path..

and did what i wanted to do..

and now i just have to wait.. and see what happens..

my heart is pounding and nervous..

i am not expecting much out of it..

but if i do, hear something about it.. than.. WOW...

so will i fail? or will i succeed?

ps: maybe i will start vlogging on youtube soon...