zondag 31 januari 2010

Used..

to think that we were close and all that..
but i guess it's all different now..
i though we were growing close to each other
but instead we were growing further and further apart..

and the distance is getting bigger, longer, wider..
day by day..i wonder.. could this be prevented?
even though the distance is getting bigger..
i still like to be close to you..
waiting for you to call out my name..

*sigh*

donderdag 28 januari 2010

Especially...

For those who are wondering how i am doing lately..
or those that just pass by my blog..
recently i havent been doing much except work and go home..

But lately my mind has been very clouded..
everyday i think about what i really want out of my life..
leisure, career, sport, and many things
very much like everyone else..
i am already 21.. and 22 is coming soon..
and feel like i haven't achieved anything in my life so far..

Am I really trailing in life in comparison to others?
never ever have I stared at myself..and now i did..
did that today..and all i could see was.. emptiness..

Another day has already gone by..and yet..
nothing has been achieved..now i sit here looking at my monitor..
did I do this all to myself....?
yes.. I did..

I have to wake up.. stand up.. rise up..

Like many inspirational people that walk on this Earth..
otherwise.. i will just sink deeper and deeper..
very much like an eagle without wings...
evolution.. thats what I need now...

Year 2010's first month is almost over..
our days are flying by so fast..
unreal almost..i can still remember the day i turned 18..

Time just keeps on ticking...tic toc tic toc..
what will you do when time is not on your side?
on that question.. i have no answer..do you?


ps: some things are better left unsaid..






sigh..

it's time to write another post...
first of all.. if u can understand cantonese..
watch this video..


Now that you have seen it..
what do you think of it?

if u ask me.. i'd say.. it can be fake...XD

maandag 11 januari 2010

So..

freaking annoying to some people who think they know it all..
it just makes me wanna grab the back of their heads..
and smash it into a t.v. that's displaying a video of the truth..

the harsh truth..

zondag 10 januari 2010

alright...

ENOUGH WITH THE SNOW AND ICE ALREADY!!

woensdag 6 januari 2010

first..

week of the year..

i thought it would start out great..
but instead.. it started kinda..bad.. downwards..
time to rebuild~!