I Need To..

see a psychologist, I think..
The reason why is..I think I am mentally ill..
don't ask me why or how..
Need some anger management sometimes..

The Taste of..

everything seems to fade away..somehow i lost my motivation..
in a lot of things.. such as Basketball, Playing cards, Eating,
Practice dancing, Drawing, etc. etc.

And I really don't know why..I wish I knew..
normally I post long messages.. but this time..
I will keep it short.. reason : read this message again XD..

well till next time,

Mi Amigos/Amigas

Annyong~!

Congratulations 2 ShowDown~!

You guys rocked the stage hard~!~!
Hussle Hussle~!~! lalala dunno the song further XD hahaha
but~~! I love it~!

Ok, that was for my friends of ShowDown..
they had a dance competition on April 4th.. Yesterday..
I was a couple of times at their practice but the real thing
was nothing compared to the performance if you ask me..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ruiEpcvELcA
check it out~!

Congratulations again~!

To:
Belvia
Chanella
Daphne
Gary
Gino
Kimberly
Sammy
Wesley
Xenia
(named alphabetically)

''It's a ShowDown''~!

April fool~!

The first day of April..

a day full of jokes and pranks
well to be honest..no one has pulled a prank on me XD
and I'm pretty happy about that..
Because I don't like being pranked.. XD
I can laugh about it but somehow i will feel like ''i want revenge~!''
But i can handle it as long if it's not too far, haha

There was this once..people tried to surprise me with something..
and in the end.. i felt more unhappy and disappointed than
happy and smiling..that day was a bad day..I will not post the story
on my blog.. but if you want to know it.. just contact me by MSN..

well i'm getting tired now.. it's 02:11 AM now..2nd of April..
Time to sleep..and if you don't like it.. BLOG YOU~!
ok bad joke..

peace..

It's been awhile..

Since i posted something on my blogz0r..
but here it is..for those who asked about it =)
Actually i have no mood to do this..
but i do it for those who read this XD..

It's been like 2 and a half weeks since the last post..
Well there hasn't been a lot of events or stuff to talk about actually..

All I can tell about is about last week
-went to the movies..
-went to training
-went to bball

Last sunday 29-03-09

The day started with a bday in the night XD till morning..
around 8AM i took a shower, brushed my teeth and went to Church
There was this event or special occasion
( sorry I don't know how to call it..)
and you could stand up and tell people if you wanted to say
a prayer for a certain person..
A couple of people stood up..and we all listened to those
who were telling..
I wanted to stand up aswell but somehow didn't have
the courage to do it.. =/

well after Church we went to Crea to train..
we trained for about 2 hours I think..
and after this time i felt some positive energy,
don't know why but it feels like..
''motivation'' i guess..

So after training..we went to the movie..
we went to ''The Unborn''..unfortunately i fell asleep..
The reason : didn't sleep for two days..well had 2 bdays in a row..
So that's why during the movie i woke up a couple of times
because people around me were making sounds
when they were shocked XD tried to follow the movie..
But fell asleep again XD..
Not long after the movie I went home..

Finally..I can sleep~! It felt so good XD
i slept till monday 16:45 I think..

Monday 30-03-09

waking up that late screwed my day XD stayed @ home
whole day long =P just relaxing, cleaning my room
and stuff like that..well that was monday..

Tuesday 31-03-09

Didn't do much though..
in the evening went to the movie with friends..
We went to Sneak Preview..an unreleased random movie..
so we didn't know which one..
So when the movie started.. i was like..hmm which movie is this...
DragonBall Evolution?
there was no trailer of DragonBall so.. it might be..
cause first i thought it was Monsters vs Aliens..
but there was a trailer of it.. so it didn't seem logical to me..
well it's wasn't Monsters vs Aliens nor DragonBall Evolution...

It was ''Kn0w1ng'', when the movie started i needed to go to
the bathroom so badly.. while watching it..i managed to hold it..
so now you know how I think about the movie..
There is quite some suspense in it and I can recommend it to anyone
who wants to see it =) so go and watch the movie...


if you want to ''kn0w''..